JavaJazzFest 2012

whoaaa this is so a postponed post!


so, March 4th, cindy and I was so thrilled to attend the Java Jazz Festival 2012, and that brought us to an adventure where we got lost in Stasiun Sawah Besar, got an iPad but got no direction, got a will but got no sufficient knowledge.



that just proved that a strong will is never not enough to reach whatever destination. lol

well, little did I know about jazz and its musician. okaaaay, nothing did I know about 'em. LOL. it's just, well it's something to do with my (so-called) NewYear Resolution. to answer to everything. to say 'yes' to anything. to do anything. to go everywhere. I could write a whole post bout that. LATER. haha

so, our first show to watch is of Trio Lestari.
they're awesome and funny, I was familiar with very few of their songs but it's worth to watch anyway.
sorry for the pic-- I didn't bring my DSLR, I was using a pocket camera. I thought a DSLR would be a lil overwhelming to brought, and I kinda regret that .

next was, Dave Koz. *drumroll pleaseeee*
this guy, is overwhelmingly charming. -no pic-, we're too far from the stage you know, a pocket camera won't do so I didn't waste.
actually I was not really in the situation to write now, homework is piling, so I'd suggest extremely charming and sweet is enough to describe the performance.
I'll write about it some other time. lol.


we saw several other shows I didn't manage to recognize nor remember the name so I guess this is it.
what an useless post. hahah. I just feeling like I should write about this event.


oh and, if we ever want to eat in the festival (which is impossible to resist), we must have a BNI Prepaid card, which I at first gladly purchase, but now dunno where else to use. I still have about 50k in that card. waste!!


okay this is the end of the post.
pointless? I know.
so, pictures, pictures.
they tell a thousand lies of how we wish things should be.
bye!
*acak2 rambut, buka buku, get back to work. MAIN WORK. fokussss!!*

perfection

foto jadul banget,
fully UNRELATED with post.
uploaded for no particular reason
as far as I'm aware of.

"I used to crave for perfection.

It's unhealthy.

Try to keep things in your life in BALANCE instead.

Then it's so much better."

-hikmat mendadak setelah baca Theories of Personalities bagian si Freud tentang id, ego, superego.

..just for once in a while

it's February the 29th!
dunno why I should get that excited.

well things have been tough these times.
if I had time to post so intensely, like 4 posts a week, then something's wrong with me. haha.
I've been lazy when everything is right.
maybe that left me with nothing to write.
but now that something's wrong,
I finally could find something that may sound.

----

well as mere human I'd like my life to be perfect.
all rainbows and butterflies, waking up to roses and the chirping of the birds,
feel the morning breeze upon the perfect skin, get dressed with the finest,
a guy with deep brown eyes to drag you around every corner you needed to be,
just, flawless.
but I've learned that perfect is not healthy. nope.

rainbows and butterflies, they get you nowhere.
they left you stare, amazed with their beauty, and waking up the other day still being the one mesmerized.
no. we just can't sit there and watch the butterflies hover around the flowers.
WE GOT TO FLY FOR OURSELVES.
now that the butterflies are gone, excuse me I've got some flying to do.

yes, and I'm talking to myself.

apart

admit it.

I complicate your life,

you simplify mine.

but in the end,

in the end we don't like what we become,

after all this time.

so it's gonna be just a lesson to learn,

come and go.

now both of us,

let us go back to where we belong.

apart

my happy ending

if it doesn't last,

then let me hold you for one additional minute

and if it doesn't meant to be,

something else is.

maybe not tonight,

but someday I'll be alright.

like a warrior we fought our battle,

first it's us against all odds then it's you against me

eventually we realize we never fought on the same side

for the same thing

if something's gotta end let it be not our lives,

let it be the war

we, we are blessed with such an ending, a happy ending.

you, you are my happy ending.

my first post in chictopia

I've been wanting to make a chictopia account, but, well, I'm too lazy to take pictures of myself so I think, "what the hell am I gonna post there?"
I would kindly use my boyfriend's help with these kinda things,
but, well, let's not talk about it.
so here are the pictures.

dorm act(s)

well, living in a dorm,
was such a doom, i used to think.

a few painful adjustments have to made,
and not to mention the strict rules and tons of them,
well everything changes,
it changes my inner-most, too.
and i would cry reminiscing it.
and it just tricks me out to see how everything happens.