really

..i'm telling u that what i'm trying to say is as clear as what u will read, that i rly swear i rly miss u.
like i mean it.
like i rly rly mean it.

and, you know what,
i miss u is not the same as i rly miss u.
no, it's soooo practically, fundamentally and miserably DIFFERENT.
and when i said i rly miss u, it doesn't mean i miss u. no.
what i mean is what i said and it's I RLY MISS U.
what i mean is what u heard and it's I RLY MISS U.

okaaayy i know this is too much,
at first i didn't know that this kinda feeling rly exist.
come on, it's jz for the beauty of words, i should've told myself at that kinda time.
but that was before i met u.



yah.
before i met u,

2242 km never been this hard.
rly hard.
and rly hard means rly hard. not hard.
what i mean is what i said, and yeah i'm sure u've heard it all before


lolz

. . my absence . .

hey there.
so i assume u notice my absence this few months. lolz. (sok penting banget gw wkwk)
even i can't believe that i could make it through, months without even a post!

so here goes the story.
in a quiet evening, with no sign of chaos, everything was peaceful and well.
suddenly some1 who had been using my laptop from the day before knock the dormitory door, reluctantly, i can tell.
and yea she said shrilly -no doubt- that my laptop is not working anymore.
idk what's wrong, and now my dad has even replace the motherboard with the new one,
it worked for a few days and then it's not anymore.
so that's the reason for my absence.
and that's it.
lolz
i'm not in the mood of writing now.
mayb later i'll edit this one

lolz

(post ga berguna wkwk)