..i'm telling u that what i'm trying to say is as clear as what u will read, that i rly swear i rly miss u.
like i mean it.
like i rly rly mean it.
and, you know what,
i miss u is not the same as i rly miss u.
no, it's soooo practically, fundamentally and miserably DIFFERENT.
and when i said i rly miss u, it doesn't mean i miss u. no.
what i mean is what i said and it's I RLY MISS U.
what i mean is what u heard and it's I RLY MISS U.
okaaayy i know this is too much,
at first i didn't know that this kinda feeling rly exist.
come on, it's jz for the beauty of words, i should've told myself at that kinda time.
but that was before i met u.
yah.
before i met u,
2242 km never been this hard.
rly hard.
and rly hard means rly hard. not hard.
what i mean is what i said, and yeah i'm sure u've heard it all before
lolz
Friday, July 23, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
. . my absence . .
hey there.
so i assume u notice my absence this few months. lolz. (sok penting banget gw wkwk)
even i can't believe that i could make it through, months without even a post!
so here goes the story.
in a quiet evening, with no sign of chaos, everything was peaceful and well.
suddenly some1 who had been using my laptop from the day before knock the dormitory door, reluctantly, i can tell.
and yea she said shrilly -no doubt- that my laptop is not working anymore.
idk what's wrong, and now my dad has even replace the motherboard with the new one,
it worked for a few days and then it's not anymore.
so that's the reason for my absence.
and that's it.
lolz
i'm not in the mood of writing now.
mayb later i'll edit this one
lolz
(post ga berguna wkwk)
so i assume u notice my absence this few months. lolz. (sok penting banget gw wkwk)
even i can't believe that i could make it through, months without even a post!
so here goes the story.
in a quiet evening, with no sign of chaos, everything was peaceful and well.
suddenly some1 who had been using my laptop from the day before knock the dormitory door, reluctantly, i can tell.
and yea she said shrilly -no doubt- that my laptop is not working anymore.idk what's wrong, and now my dad has even replace the motherboard with the new one,
it worked for a few days and then it's not anymore.
so that's the reason for my absence.
and that's it.
lolz
i'm not in the mood of writing now.
mayb later i'll edit this one
lolz
(post ga berguna wkwk)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
a thing or two about distance
well,
I MISS ALMOST ALL OF THE HOLIDAY STORY.
actually there's so much things to tell y'all,
but i can barely remember 'em all.
but most of all, i'm not in the mood of recalling those things.
as for now,
the feeling i'm feeling is something normally abnormal,
it's something you'd probably feel when after a few weeks you can at last meet ur families and hometown friends,
you must let yourself go. away.
2242 km away.
yeah.
today is my FIRST day at Manado again,
after i arrived exactly at midnight.
at a glance, everything's perfectly normal, i'm used to it anyway.
FAR AWAY FROM HOME, is where i belong anyway.
so i stepped off the aircraft, look around the Sam Ratulangi Airport, still exactly the same as when i left nearly a month ago.
and this first sight represent perfectly where I AM NOW and where I WILL BE for a couple of years to come.
well.
i could instantly mention the things i've already miss by now,
like the green public transportation, the light rain in the afternoons, the Bossanova music we're used to listen at home in the mornings, those random conversations in the car as we drive back home from curch,
and there's many other things.
this first morning when i crawl into my bed,
i've been thinking about what's happening inside my head.
and i tried to find some reasons i can still be thankful,
and i found it.
that, fairly,,
there're things i've been missing, too.
things i can only find here, in Manado.
my strict dorm life (hey, I SWEAR I MISS IT, lolz), a tricky afternoon sneaking out of the scool gate, dining's foods (jz some of them, haha), evening heart-warming chat at Lp. Sparta, Tikala with and only with ****. lolliez.
and there're more.
and as i write this, a smooth rain began to wet the basketball yard, reminds me of those afternoons back in my hometown,
and as i plan to live a better and happier life here as a compensation of being far away from those things i miss (yeah, i know that those thing are not rly related), i can see and realize,
that things around me,
good or bad,
great or small,
are things i need the most.
and if i open my mind wide,
(maybe) DISTANCE,
is rly not a reason i can't have something anymore.
the afternoon rains, the home morning musics and all those things are still mine, stored in my head and live in my memory.
and if i open both eyes and arms wide,
(maybe) DISTANCE,
is not that bad at all :)
I MISS ALMOST ALL OF THE HOLIDAY STORY.
actually there's so much things to tell y'all,
but i can barely remember 'em all.
but most of all, i'm not in the mood of recalling those things.
as for now,
the feeling i'm feeling is something normally abnormal,
it's something you'd probably feel when after a few weeks you can at last meet ur families and hometown friends,
you must let yourself go. away.
2242 km away.
yeah.
today is my FIRST day at Manado again,
after i arrived exactly at midnight.
at a glance, everything's perfectly normal, i'm used to it anyway.
FAR AWAY FROM HOME, is where i belong anyway.
so i stepped off the aircraft, look around the Sam Ratulangi Airport, still exactly the same as when i left nearly a month ago.
and this first sight represent perfectly where I AM NOW and where I WILL BE for a couple of years to come.
well.
i could instantly mention the things i've already miss by now,
like the green public transportation, the light rain in the afternoons, the Bossanova music we're used to listen at home in the mornings, those random conversations in the car as we drive back home from curch,
and there's many other things.
this first morning when i crawl into my bed,
i've been thinking about what's happening inside my head.
and i tried to find some reasons i can still be thankful,
and i found it.
that, fairly,,
there're things i've been missing, too.
things i can only find here, in Manado.
my strict dorm life (hey, I SWEAR I MISS IT, lolz), a tricky afternoon sneaking out of the scool gate, dining's foods (jz some of them, haha), evening heart-warming chat at Lp. Sparta, Tikala with and only with ****. lolliez.
and there're more.
and as i write this, a smooth rain began to wet the basketball yard, reminds me of those afternoons back in my hometown,
and as i plan to live a better and happier life here as a compensation of being far away from those things i miss (yeah, i know that those thing are not rly related), i can see and realize,
that things around me,
good or bad,
great or small,
are things i need the most.
and if i open my mind wide,
(maybe) DISTANCE,
is rly not a reason i can't have something anymore.
the afternoon rains, the home morning musics and all those things are still mine, stored in my head and live in my memory.
and if i open both eyes and arms wide,
(maybe) DISTANCE,
is not that bad at all :)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
weird yet funny things
..jadi kemaren gw dan temen2 skelas pas SMP dulu ngumpul tuh d rumahnya Putri, yg notabene ad d sklh SMP dlu..
teruuuuuuuuuss, abis salam2an taun baru (sumpah, ky org2 di kondangan gitu, hehe), stlah ngobrol2 ngalor-ngidul mulai dr gantungan kunci "jaud" (ya ampun smoga gk ada ngerti) pny c herky, gw yg kurusan, jidatnya kevin c, semua2nya diomongin, qt mulai deh ngerusuh lagi di rumahnya c Uthie, ky zaman SMP dulu (sok tua gw, wkwk)
qt nntn yg nmnya PARANORMAL ACTIVITY nih..
dan buat mereka yg blm sempet nonton ni film,
SELAMAT, anda salah satu dari org2 yg beruntung utk tdk menghabis2kan waktu anda duduk menghadap layar TV utk ngeliat kegiatan sepasang cwe-cwo freak setiap harinya,
nyari2 hantu gitu, tapi yg muncul cuma mereka berdua maen ayunan, mereka berdua ngobrol di dapur, mereka brdua tidur malem2, bangun pagi2, gitu2 aja, hahaha..
dan qt memutuskan utk nggak membuang2 waktu lbh lama lagi utk ngeliat adegan pintu kebuka sendiri ky ditiup angin gitu, lampu goyang2 ky lg gempa kecil, ah biasa banget..
ktnya endingnya sih serem, tp prjalanan menuju ending itu loh, NGEBOSENIN..
WEIRD YET FUNNY THING #1 :
d film itu ada adegan c cowo brniat m nyamperin sumber suara2 aneh gitu, trus cwe nya bilang, "be careful",
emang dasar film bajakan, di teksnya tertulis, "liver liver" yg kalo diterjemahin artinya "hati-hati" (be careful). hahaha. ditulis tanpa rasa bersalah gitu, "LIVER LIVER" ahahahahaha.
abis itu foto2 dh :)
trus ceritanya kemaren itu anniversary nya bokap & nyokap gw,
yeyy, congratz Mom, Dad..
rada aneh jg c, abisnya nyokap blgnya kemaren, tapi kt bokap hari ini,
tp akhrnya d rayainnya hri ini, haha..
org2 bisik2 d kejauhan : "pasangan suami istri yang aneh"
WEIRD YET FUNNY THING #2 :
ade gw yg paling kecil, c Karis, bilang gini pas qt smua lagi pada nyalam Mama & Papa buat blg slmt,
"Pa, Ma, kok waktu Papa ama Mama nikah aku nggak d undang siiiiiiiiihh?" dengan tampang innocent anak kecil gitu,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
that's all for now.
^^
teruuuuuuuuuss, abis salam2an taun baru (sumpah, ky org2 di kondangan gitu, hehe), stlah ngobrol2 ngalor-ngidul mulai dr gantungan kunci "jaud" (ya ampun smoga gk ada ngerti) pny c herky, gw yg kurusan, jidatnya kevin c, semua2nya diomongin, qt mulai deh ngerusuh lagi di rumahnya c Uthie, ky zaman SMP dulu (sok tua gw, wkwk)
qt nntn yg nmnya PARANORMAL ACTIVITY nih..
dan buat mereka yg blm sempet nonton ni film,
SELAMAT, anda salah satu dari org2 yg beruntung utk tdk menghabis2kan waktu anda duduk menghadap layar TV utk ngeliat kegiatan sepasang cwe-cwo freak setiap harinya,
nyari2 hantu gitu, tapi yg muncul cuma mereka berdua maen ayunan, mereka berdua ngobrol di dapur, mereka brdua tidur malem2, bangun pagi2, gitu2 aja, hahaha..
dan qt memutuskan utk nggak membuang2 waktu lbh lama lagi utk ngeliat adegan pintu kebuka sendiri ky ditiup angin gitu, lampu goyang2 ky lg gempa kecil, ah biasa banget..
ktnya endingnya sih serem, tp prjalanan menuju ending itu loh, NGEBOSENIN..
WEIRD YET FUNNY THING #1 :
d film itu ada adegan c cowo brniat m nyamperin sumber suara2 aneh gitu, trus cwe nya bilang, "be careful",
emang dasar film bajakan, di teksnya tertulis, "liver liver" yg kalo diterjemahin artinya "hati-hati" (be careful). hahaha. ditulis tanpa rasa bersalah gitu, "LIVER LIVER" ahahahahaha.
abis itu foto2 dh :)
trus ceritanya kemaren itu anniversary nya bokap & nyokap gw,
yeyy, congratz Mom, Dad..
rada aneh jg c, abisnya nyokap blgnya kemaren, tapi kt bokap hari ini,
tp akhrnya d rayainnya hri ini, haha..
org2 bisik2 d kejauhan : "pasangan suami istri yang aneh"
WEIRD YET FUNNY THING #2 :
ade gw yg paling kecil, c Karis, bilang gini pas qt smua lagi pada nyalam Mama & Papa buat blg slmt,
"Pa, Ma, kok waktu Papa ama Mama nikah aku nggak d undang siiiiiiiiihh?" dengan tampang innocent anak kecil gitu,
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
that's all for now.
^^
Thursday, December 31, 2009
this old new year thing
I've been busy replying New Year greeting from all over the world,
stillcan't even find any single reason why in the world should I do that.
and, due to my current facebook status that's sayin
they should realize earlier that they greet the wrong person.
yeah for short i never care bout all this cheap trumpet, fireworks and countdown thingy.
it drives me crazy every year to find this rotating planet a lil more obsolate than before, to find myself living in it for free jz to make it suffer a lil more, to find myself gazing at a piece of paper i wrote exactly a year ago that's sayin what i should've been doing before the calendar reaches its last page again.
this old new year thing,
got me choked on the neck,
drown me all over with regrets,
cz i waste everything i have n never realize it 'till it's gone.
this year i hv already turn 17,
and I MISS my childhood.
and if i look behind me in the timeline,
i can't even find anything worth the time that's given.
regrets r always useless, but the attempt to forget it is as useless as regretting itself.
so what should i do?
every new year with another old regrets.
wishing so bad to turn back time.
to correct all those mistakes.
to do better.
mayb i can try to do better,
, next year.
yeah, that's the problem.
next year won't be better.
no, I mean,
IT WILL :)
this would be the last post for this year cz a few hours from now,
it's no longer 2009.
regretfully but optimistly,
Welcome, 2010.
stillcan't even find any single reason why in the world should I do that.
and, due to my current facebook status that's sayin
. .what's new year but a time to find the world a year older but not even an hour better, time to find yourself fail another 'new year resolution' you've been hanging on a tree, time to find everything's as lame as it used to be back then just like last year and the years before. .
they should realize earlier that they greet the wrong person.
yeah for short i never care bout all this cheap trumpet, fireworks and countdown thingy.
it drives me crazy every year to find this rotating planet a lil more obsolate than before, to find myself living in it for free jz to make it suffer a lil more, to find myself gazing at a piece of paper i wrote exactly a year ago that's sayin what i should've been doing before the calendar reaches its last page again.
this old new year thing,
got me choked on the neck,
drown me all over with regrets,
cz i waste everything i have n never realize it 'till it's gone.
this year i hv already turn 17,
and I MISS my childhood.
and if i look behind me in the timeline,
i can't even find anything worth the time that's given.
regrets r always useless, but the attempt to forget it is as useless as regretting itself.
so what should i do?
every new year with another old regrets.
wishing so bad to turn back time.
to correct all those mistakes.
to do better.
mayb i can try to do better,
, next year.
yeah, that's the problem.
next year won't be better.
no, I mean,
IT WILL :)
this would be the last post for this year cz a few hours from now,
it's no longer 2009.
regretfully but optimistly,
Welcome, 2010.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
ARUS LIAR
. . juz another holiday story
jadi 2 hari yg lalu (27/12/2009) gw sekeluarga cabut ke Arus Liar di Sungai Citarik, Sukabumi.
males c sebenernya, tp gw ikutan hny krna berharap gw akhrnya bs merasakan liburan yg lebih ekstrim gitu dibanding duduk-diem-nonton tipi-maen lappie-teleponan-tidur2an-baca2 novel d rumah..
dan trnyata gw SALAH.
apaan ekstrimnya.
holoh..
kayak naek perahu pancing ikan gitu, hohohohh
liat gak sih, airnya tenang banget, arusnya kecil banget, jalurnya tersedia dgn rapi gitu, untung dibilangin ada kamera jadi sempet senyum tuh^^
ada jg c yg lmyn keliatannya lumayan ekstrim ky ini nih.
yahh, boleh jugalah..
cm gw nyesel nggak menjatuhkan diri d tngah sungai pdhal udh berencana tuh, demi mencapai tingkat keekstriman yg lbh tinggi, wkwk tp GAGAL TOTAL >_<
INFO:
price IDR 225 including 2 guides, 2 hours rafting, meal, welcome drink and certificate
nih, sertifikat ny, (belon gw namain)
jadi 2 hari yg lalu (27/12/2009) gw sekeluarga cabut ke Arus Liar di Sungai Citarik, Sukabumi.
males c sebenernya, tp gw ikutan hny krna berharap gw akhrnya bs merasakan liburan yg lebih ekstrim gitu dibanding duduk-diem-nonton tipi-maen lappie-teleponan-tidur2an-baca2 novel d rumah..
dan trnyata gw SALAH.
apaan ekstrimnya.holoh..
kayak naek perahu pancing ikan gitu, hohohohh
liat gak sih, airnya tenang banget, arusnya kecil banget, jalurnya tersedia dgn rapi gitu, untung dibilangin ada kamera jadi sempet senyum tuh^^
ada jg c yg lmyn keliatannya lumayan ekstrim ky ini nih.
yahh, boleh jugalah..
cm gw nyesel nggak menjatuhkan diri d tngah sungai pdhal udh berencana tuh, demi mencapai tingkat keekstriman yg lbh tinggi, wkwk tp GAGAL TOTAL >_<
INFO:
price IDR 225 including 2 guides, 2 hours rafting, meal, welcome drink and certificate
nih, sertifikat ny, (belon gw namain)
that's it.
udah aja gitu?
abs apa lagi?
hehe, udh yh.
with this UNLIMITED INTERNET CONNECTION i promise to (try to) update more often.
yea ah.
ciao.
Thursday, December 24, 2009
holiday stuffs
hey yeah.
back with me, shira, and the holiday story..
what seem to be the holiday story is, waking up almost noon, watch movies all day or read novels, lie at bed for hours listening to music, and stay on phone until late..
barely go out except to buy some other DVD to watch or potato chips to eat..
dan saat ini gw mw m'review sebagian hal2 yg nemenin liburan gw kali ini:
-HOLIDAY STUFFS-
1) Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato (Music Album)
nggak semuanya bagus c lagu2nya, bnyak yg garing2nya juga,
rata2 lagunya breaking up songs
nih track listingnya, yg pake huruf besar semua itw lagu2 yg gw reccommend.
Track Listing:
1. U GOT NOTHIN' ON ME
2. Quiet
3. HERE WE GO AGAIN
4. Falling Over Me
5. SOLO
6. Stop The World
7. Catch Me
8. EVERYTIME YOU LIE
9. REMEMBER DECEMBER
10. Shut Up And Love Me
11. GOT DYNAMITE
12. For The Love Of A Daughter
13. World Of Chances
BONUS TRACKS:
14. Gift Of A Friend
15. So Far So Great
2) 17 Again (Movie)
Zac Efron is rlyyyy awesome :)
filmnya touching bgt..
d sni c Zac berperan jd Mike O'Donnel ketika dy 17 tahun dan ketika dy balik lg jadi 17 tahun..
jalan ceritanya lumayan asik, meskipun agk gampang d tebak endingnya..
worth watchin ^^
3) Sang Pemimpi - Andrea Hirata (Book)
gw lagi baca ini nih, buku ke2 dr tetralogi karya Andrea Hirata..
dibandingkan Laskar Pelangi, buku k2 ini lebih puitis pilihan katanya tp ttp nggak terkesan 'lebay'.
ah, keren lah pokonya ^^
4) OUTLIERS (The Story Of Success) - Malcolm Gladwell
belum mulai gw baca c, masih nangkring gitu aja d atas meja, tapi gw berencana utk baca ni buku setelah selesai Sang Pemimpi..
kata bokap c ini ttg cerita orang2 sukses gitu, ntar gw review ulang deh pas udah selese bacanya :)
yang pasti gw sempet googling around dan trnyata buku ni lumayan populer.. hmm..
worth trying.
5) Brand New Eyes - Paramore (Music Album)
belum sempet denger semua c lagunya, tp lagunya Decode yg adlah salah satu sound tracknya film Twilight ada d album ini, & Ignorance jg, yg dlm waktu singkat sempet menduduki puncak MTV Chart Attack.
awesome, as always.
meskipun d album ini bnyk lagu yg 'minim' bnget gitu ky Misguided Ghost, trus lagu2nya jg nggak terlalu bervariasi, it's like they hv their own genre, gitu.
well those were what i will kill my time on.
Happy Holiday :)
back with me, shira, and the holiday story..
what seem to be the holiday story is, waking up almost noon, watch movies all day or read novels, lie at bed for hours listening to music, and stay on phone until late..
barely go out except to buy some other DVD to watch or potato chips to eat..
dan saat ini gw mw m'review sebagian hal2 yg nemenin liburan gw kali ini:
-HOLIDAY STUFFS-
1) Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato (Music Album)
nggak semuanya bagus c lagu2nya, bnyak yg garing2nya juga,
rata2 lagunya breaking up songs
nih track listingnya, yg pake huruf besar semua itw lagu2 yg gw reccommend.
Track Listing:
1. U GOT NOTHIN' ON ME
2. Quiet
3. HERE WE GO AGAIN
4. Falling Over Me
5. SOLO
6. Stop The World
7. Catch Me
8. EVERYTIME YOU LIE
9. REMEMBER DECEMBER
10. Shut Up And Love Me
11. GOT DYNAMITE
12. For The Love Of A Daughter
13. World Of Chances
BONUS TRACKS:
14. Gift Of A Friend
15. So Far So Great
2) 17 Again (Movie)
Zac Efron is rlyyyy awesome :)
filmnya touching bgt..
d sni c Zac berperan jd Mike O'Donnel ketika dy 17 tahun dan ketika dy balik lg jadi 17 tahun..
jalan ceritanya lumayan asik, meskipun agk gampang d tebak endingnya..
worth watchin ^^
3) Sang Pemimpi - Andrea Hirata (Book)
gw lagi baca ini nih, buku ke2 dr tetralogi karya Andrea Hirata..dibandingkan Laskar Pelangi, buku k2 ini lebih puitis pilihan katanya tp ttp nggak terkesan 'lebay'.
ah, keren lah pokonya ^^
4) OUTLIERS (The Story Of Success) - Malcolm Gladwell
belum mulai gw baca c, masih nangkring gitu aja d atas meja, tapi gw berencana utk baca ni buku setelah selesai Sang Pemimpi..
kata bokap c ini ttg cerita orang2 sukses gitu, ntar gw review ulang deh pas udah selese bacanya :)
yang pasti gw sempet googling around dan trnyata buku ni lumayan populer.. hmm..
worth trying.
5) Brand New Eyes - Paramore (Music Album)
belum sempet denger semua c lagunya, tp lagunya Decode yg adlah salah satu sound tracknya film Twilight ada d album ini, & Ignorance jg, yg dlm waktu singkat sempet menduduki puncak MTV Chart Attack.
awesome, as always.
meskipun d album ini bnyk lagu yg 'minim' bnget gitu ky Misguided Ghost, trus lagu2nya jg nggak terlalu bervariasi, it's like they hv their own genre, gitu.
well those were what i will kill my time on.
Happy Holiday :)
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